My wife is having dental problems and needs to have a bridge worked on that seems to her to be loose. My son won't hear that today is not the day to look at riding his bike 8 miles to school and back. That's it's too much for her to deal with.
"Mom is saying that she is having a dental problem and doesn't want to deal with this now. You're being an idiot."
He puts his hands over his ears; she walks out in a huff."
I'm the bad guy . . .again.
I'm frustrated that everything with him is a negotiation and that he won't do anything we ask just because we ask him OR tell him to do it.
I want to just eat myself into oblivion today because I am mad and can tune out by eating.
I don't have access to my office because the storm has cut off power o my office in New York, I'm going to probably have to spend a few thousand dollars for dental work for her, my work is straight commission and had few hires close to closing when the storm hit . . . now, I don't know if they will ever happen.
I just want things to go smoothly but they aren't and I want to cry.
I try so hard and am so frustrated . . . and that is often when I comfort myself with eating. But I weighted in at 225.2 this morning, down 8.8 pounds from when I started and I don't want to blow the effort I have put into losing weight because I am angry and hurt.
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