Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Tough Run

A few days out from the gym and my running is off. My pace is over 9 minute miles, I am not yet at 5K but more importantly, it just seems hard.

Work is a worry yet again. I know this happens all the Ted for me but I have yet to get over the feeling of feeling like a loser when this happens.

The bills get paid by dipping into savings and retirement is a fantasy. I will work until I die.

How depressing!

Monday, February 11, 2013

Back at it

I'm struggling at work.

I'm working had and close to closing things but stuff keeps blowing up at the end.

I had someone interview Friday and he did well. They email me an application he filled out online (but never acted on) and want to take the applicant and about 33000 from me.

My best client!

This is not a client at this point. I know the folks in HR but their commanders are squeezing them to do more with less and apparently stealing from recruiters may be part of the new mandate.

I want to eat something and I won't. Food won't take away the hurt.

And it tells me I need a new client.

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Waiting

Did I give them the right directions.

Where are they?

Will they ring the bell and wake everyone?

I get anxious about so many things and doing everything right.