Sunday morning early

I woke up before 6 AM to find out the final score of the Yankee game last night and learn that Derek Jeter was injured. I have my ezine to write and trying to figure out how to get on to one of my blogs again; I'm locked out of it and the webhost has sent me off to fix it myself with instructions from Wordpress. Screw them but I'm screwed until I get through my fear and get it done. 

As I write this, I notice that I feel anxious . . . it's a site I like and one I want to get working but I notice that each time I have to fix a website, the feeling of fear creeps into my body and I get frozen with (I want to say apprehension) fear.

I think I'll reach out to Roger and see if he can help me. It's been a long time; I think he will show pity on me.

Breathe.

Breathe. 

You'll get it fixed.

It's gone!