My work day has been chugging along. I am methodically doing what I do and getting things done, slowly, steadily moving forwards. I am very close to several hires and that will help me sleep easier for the rest of the calendar year. Financially, I feel tight with a modest amount for cash for me, plenty of assets but I hate having to sell something to deal with current expenses.
I realize I am always calculating . . . figuring things out . . . scanning situations to see everything going on around me. This attention to detail is hard to maintain. I know it complements that part of me that worries constantly and when I worry, I need to "decompress" or relax.
All I seem to be doing is working and worrying. I'm worrying about my wife's asthma and whether it will eventually choke her to death. I worry about then raising our son well and having him resent me.
Breathe.
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